ShehWentobeyours ♥

Another sleepless night. ♥

2011-12-28T23:41:00.007+08:00

How you going to celebrate your New Year my friends, well I gonna celebrate with my exams.

Sound great wasn't it?

Is the another sleepless night, with more than tonne of notes.

I hate exam much, is definately screwing me up. But still, have no choice.

Taking six subjects in this semester, 4 main courses and 2 resit papers.

Felt so stupid at this moment, why I took all my resit papers in this semester since the main courses already that fedup for me.

I still trying my best to study for tomorrow, I guess. But I don't know how to cover the two subjects in a day, HRM and Japanese Language. I guess I gotta fail either one, seriously.

What else? Now, there is no 'what else' besides study, exam.

When there's time for me to sleep, I gotta waste it for movies, now, I hope I take all those movies' time back for sleep. haha. People always like that I guess.

Two more days I will be going to KL for my cousin engagement party right after my third test. I hope I could have some enjoyment there before I get back to have the fourth one - Commercial Law.

I hate memorise those Sectionss, head-ache.

My brain getting obtuse recently, seriously I said. I just can't remember things.

However the 6 subjects make me think and memorise alot. God please help, without pleasing you, I don't know who else I could please.

All of these shits please get away as soon as possible.

I gotta have as much trips after my exam, but first all I need is....... MONEY!!

Back to study, wish me luck. Love ya'

Goodnight.

ShehWen

Final Exam Week. ♥

2011-08-21T18:08:00.011+08:00

Time flies, after 14 weeks of lectures and tutorials, now comes to the stress period.

I freaky hate the exam schedule arranged by college this semester.

Having a weekend exam, yea, having examination on Saturday, also Sunday.

Even my daddy phoned me, asking why don't I go home.

I so hope I was at home, too, daddy.

Just so desperate staying here. Facing tonne of notes.

Having exam everyday without break, have no extra time to study, or to rest.

I think I'll crash into pieces so soon, very soon.

I had sat for two papers, three papers left.

However, I coulden't into my studies.

What I need now are some rests, holidays, and, sem break please!

Still, notesss, notesss, notesss.! 24/7 with 'em.

I hate them, definately.

Fortunately, there are snacks to cheer my day.

End with the sad part,

let's have some cheerful one.

Gotta have a flight to Sarawak with family on 27th August.

Will be staying there for a week. Yippie~

Going to Brunei, too, I think.

Hopefully it will be a nice, enjoyable trip.

However, I'll still so miss my babe, don't try to be naughty, I gonna chop your head down.

Back to notes,

See ya'.

Shehwenn

Rights. ♥

2011-07-21T17:12:00.005+08:00

Human rights. I strongly dissatisfied with the student's rights that we should deserve.

I'm a college student, no doubt.

As a student, we should well understand with all the rights that we should have, right?

However, I don't really think that students have any rights in either school or college.

We're just like "lateral-line doll", for lecturers,tutors and school department.

Teachers have their rights, they do what they like, ain't means that students shoulden't have their's,too?

We should obey teachers, because they gave us knowledge.

but will them still giving us knowledge without any salary? - no right.

and now, who pay you(teachers) salaries? Students right?

We're the one who feed you with Money, so why don't you obey us also?

You think you're the boss of the college? You taking LV, Gucci, Burberry to class? See la who the one gave you all these money for those luxury goods. - ehem, us.

So, please don't show us with your "cock" face.

Especially you, I'm talking 'bout you.

Please la, don't do anything which just following your wish. Don't be that childish.

Punishment doesn't works in 21st century, use your brain and think.

Learn to be fair, aren't you mean that students who following your steps is a good student?

I don't really think so.

Don't challenge me with your "potato" power.

Save it, you have not much chances to use.

Respect what should I deserve, then I will respect you.

shehwenn

Happy Birthday To Myself. ♥

2011-07-10T23:23:00.013+08:00

today is my birthday, say yeah! lol.

I'm a little silly, forgive me.

just what I want to is note down the 19th birthday here, at my blog.

my age will be start with "two" at the next year, so enjoy when it still with the starting of "one" . Get what I trying to say? :)

whatever, just just I had a very very normal celebration, with parent and him and his family.

Muummy bought a cake for me, i love it freaking muchh. Thankyou, my beloved one.

also my youngest brother, bought me an "Angry Bird", my friend say it looks like me. ==

Next boybie brought me to Kinta City, thought to buy Baskin Robbin's cake, but the refrigerator is not functioning there.

And so we went to Secret Recipe, with no choice.

bought 7 types of cakes, then went home.

ohh yea, I gotta thanks to all my babiess that wish me on Facebook.

their wishes do warm my heart.

there is totally 140 people send me their wishes. Thankyou very very much. I appreciate it.

also those who sending me wishes through texts, Twitter etc.

although there is no any present, but wishes is

the best present ever.!

So, lastly......

Happy birthday, shehwen. :)

goodnight peeps.

A sleepless night. ♥

2011-05-26T02:43:00.005+08:00

Having a sleepless night. Hmm.

I don't know why now a day even how early I wake up in the morning, I still can't have a early sleep at night.

is a habit perhaps.

feel likes a lot of thing to worry, to think.

my studies, my little desiresssss, mu wishesssss. :)

Having Japanese Language in this Semester.

First first I thought that is quite simple to learn, I'm also feel interested with it, but see see thats not what I expected. Hmm.

Somehow I have to face it, cos it is one in my syllabus. So.......... go with it.

and I'm having my small test tomoroow, Wish me good luck!

I had moved into a new hostel which is a little far from college. A double-storey house.

I love my new room prettay muchh, but just a little bit hot staying there. I so hope here can rain everyday. So my room can be more comfortable. Hee.

I thought to buy a new lappie, but after I fixed my old one, I start to love it now, although it has a little lag.

What more? Ermmmm. I think thats all for today. I got to go. Goodnight peeps.!

shehwenn.

Moviesss.♥

2011-05-21T20:42:00.007+08:00

I ♥ Moviess.

Even how muchh I have watched it, but I still like it.

Yea, I'm a movie addict-or. Haa.

There are some latest movies that I had been seen.

Priest.♥

a 1 hour's movie, quite short story, but is a very nice movie.

it is 'bout a priest's daughter had been caught by some vampires.

and the priest ( Paul Bettany ) is going town to town, killing the vampires, to save his daughter.

a recommended movie. Go to watch if you like action movie.

Fast and furious 5

a movie that been full for a week or more. very famous movie.

we were watched at Lotus Five Stars Cinema - a cinema that had not been full before, but it was fulled of audiences on the same day we watched. Heeeeee.

a very great movie talking about a gang of people planning to steal a HUGE safety deposit box.

this movie did catch my attention, so I share it with you all.

Kongsi

I wanna watch it after I'd watched its trailer.

Thus, I went to watch it on the release day.

outside of the cinema was full of Malayssss, seem like we were the only Chinese. LOL.

the movie was just so so for me. It is likes not what I was expected.

Kongsi is more like a comedy than action.

If you like Malay's movie, you would like to take a 'watch' too.

Lu Lansi Lu Mati. :DD

The next movie that I'm waiting for.........................

Danggggg.......................

Yes, Pirates of the Caribbean 4.

Sorry to say that, I didn't watch the 1st and 2nd one, but I did watched the 3rd one, super duper nice. So I'm waiting for the 4th. I think it would be great too. :)

Let's go for moviesssssssssssss session.♥

shehwen.

A black Thursday.

2011-05-06T04:59:00.003+08:00

A beautiful morning, the ever best thing was I saw my baybee who sleeping beside me is now awaking too. * Normally he sleep like pig in the early morning.

Is merajuk-ing him to bring me for breakfast.

And so we having our breakfast with one of baybee's friend.

After eating, we going back to baybee home.

Went to Greentown. His mother was helped him and his sister to create an EPF account.

Baybee crash her mum car while moving out from carpark. * it is just a small tiny crash. no big deal with it.

But it likes telling us some bad thing is going to happen.

I don't know, but it just feel likes.

He brought the car to a car wash, I'm waiting for his return, bathing.

Something happened. He did not bring along his handphone, I rush to him, told him everything.

This is how the thing start.

I don't know. I'm worry. But I hope everything will be fine. I really hope.

It is part of life path, but I hope that is not too hard for him to go through.

shehwenn.

No title for this. :)

2011-05-01T05:12:00.005+08:00

Is like very long time I do not click in my blog.

Brain reminded me in a sudden that I had a blog.

So, now I'm here, but I do not know what to write, what to say.

Change a new 'clothes' for my blog.

Actually I'd changed long time ago, just I do not have any new post, so I left it aside.

Sorry that my English is not as talent as Mat Salleh. :))

Forgive me if typo or any

error in language.

Ermmmm........

I admit that 2011 is not a so better year for me.

Even I had just pass quarter of the year.

First first I have to admit that I gains weights, not a little, but a lots.

I can't helped with it, I hope I do, I tried.

Looking back of some picchaa that when I still slim, and now, I welcome you to call me fatty, cause I call

myself,too.

I telling myself badly that to keep my mouth shut, not because I talk too muchh, but I ate too muchh.

The weight that peoples admire before, and now is the time to say Bye-bye.

I thought to have pills, or some products, as a fast way, but think think not to.

I do not want to lose my health.

lots of slimming beauty company will shout at me that

their products care customer's health.

but I trust myself more.

I'm too lazy, so no matter how work is it, not work on me. Hee.

Ok, done with the fatty's story.

So, what's next?

yaa.. Daddy was entered hospital last few days.

We did not visit him, cause he was too far from us, at Sarawak.

and so I text him when I was on the way to Kuala Lumpur.

I hope he'll be alright, always makes people worried

even he already that old.[my daddy say he is not old, but mature]. Haa.

I'm now at Kuala Lumpur, second vacation for my sem break, perhaps is the third one,

because I just went back from Terengganu this morning.

attended cousin's wedding partayyy.

Having a HOT weather there, I like sweating day and night.

but still a satisfy trip for me.

Best wishes Abang Epul & Kak Munie.

I think that's all about today.

Lastly, forgive me if typo or errors,I'm lazy to check. Is time to sleep, goodnight peeps.

shehwenn.

two thousand eleven. ♥

2011-01-04T16:47:00.006+08:00

A new year seems not a new life for me.

tomorrow comes after todayy.

there is nothing special to celebrate at all,feel likes.

everything is just same goes to me.

with coming examination,and tonne of other shit.

But as well as I'm still alive,blogging here. Hee.

As a new year,

I had set my goals and target as you all,too.

Hope all of my setting might going smoothly and successfully.

Final examination still going on.

studying more than everything.

Hope that I could pass all my subjects with flying colour.

and yes,please work hard for it,liewshehwen.

don't always think of something beside studying.!

all the best, two thousand eleven.♥

shehwen

Second month which accompany by a You.♥

2010-08-24T23:39:00.009+08:00

The blog had been neglected.

Finally, time to revive it.

nothing much to write,

rushing toward books for final examination with limited time.

24/8/10,

2nd month which accompanied by him,

loads of happiness and sadness I have facing in these two month.

sometime might have some obstacles,but I love him still.

these days,we often stick together.

I realize that he changed alots for me,

his bad habits and attitudes.

he brought me to the place I hope to be,maybe sometimes I had over demanded.

bought me everything I hope to get just because of " I want it.! "

I obviously appreciate everything he had done for me.

Mr.Ian Yip Wai Lone,

thanks for attending to my life,

thanks for your fabulous ' art painting ',to brighten up my life and make it better.

remembered you hold my hand and told me that you didn't even treat a girl like the way you treat me now,

I appreciate it muchh,baybie.

Happy 2nd month anniversary,

that might be counted as a short period of time, but I believe that still a long distance to go.

Mr.Hubungan Etnik,

my second boyfriend.

although i love you not much as him.

pleaseee do it nicely on the next day test.

do not fail it thankyeww, i don't need a RESIT.

Btw, sorry to tell that,

i will hapus you all with burning after the test. *blekkk*

shehwenn.

He and She. ♥

2010-06-27T23:38:00.010+08:00

26th of june

A bored Saturdayy,
gonna be a weekend without him, I thought.
but had been invited for a movie by him.
taking permission from mum immediately,
can't stand even per minute without him.
watched ' The Legend is Born - Ip Man ' with him.
the time he sent me back,thought to tell him ' please don't leave.'
reached home finallyy,
mum was waiting outside,near the gate.

he came down from car and say 'hi' to my mum.

27th of June.

ate breakfast with him without asking mum's permission.

he brought me to his home after breakfast,the first time I saw his parent.
his mum is just simple awesome.
he sent me home after, time to recognize my family.
my sleepyhead was too tiring due to lack of sleep last night.
he lent my room and slept for the 6hours. What a sleepyPig he is.!
even how I called,he just kept sleeping.sigh.
he woke,FINALLY.! having dinner at my home.

he took me back to Kampar after dinner.

mum did advice him to drive slowly.

then,went back again to his house and pack his luggage.
just a lazy fella who need his mum to pack all stuff for him.
outside was raining.
his mum again advice him drive slowly.
I was like telling him that there are two mummy asked you to drive slow.

so you must go according to the rules. :)

Love is something special created by God.
I don't know whether how long the Love between us may go through.
however I realize that the love is meant by you and me,not others.
I should have the qualification to give up someone that I do not needa.

also have the choice to love someone who I really do perhaps.

sometime I can't get back what I really hope maybe.
but feeling meant feeling,nothing meant nothing. pass meant pass.
somehow,I don't really need anyone to judge or include in my OWN love journey.
cos that's none of your business.it's mine.

and now it would be me and him.
maybe I did hurt alots of people but sorry that I cannot do anything to replace back the facts or maybe how much I do hurt you.
sorry I can't afford myself in something or someone who do not belong to me.
I can't sacrified something or someone I really need just to caring some else feeling,Sorry.
you may think that what I did was so wrong.Somehow I'm sorry to tell that I can't do anything.
soft-hearted for too long.
always tell myself that not to hurt others, everything just let it keep in heart.

but when I'm hurt.would you be the one who see and console my pain?
is that any of you?Or is that a sorry could recovered every of your sins?
I don't really need someone to know me.I'm who I'm.
if you enjoy giving me titles,go on pleaseee.
I won't waste my time on those so-called-rubbish,

even I won't care on any imagination you did dropped on me,

just go ahead.

I won't agreed and denied.
mouth is on your face,but heart is on my side.

I just wanna put every of my effort on him and love him as well as I could for now.
he is only my mr.right.
even how outside commented,so what?
he just who I looking for.
I do tell him that I won't sacrify you for anyone,but I sacrify anyone only for you.
that's what I have to go on and i meant to be.
until the day he says he don't love me anymore.

shehwenn

Our Love do Exist . ♥

2010-06-25T22:01:00.005+08:00

You're the only special one who i need all alonggg.
enjoyy every single moment when you exist in my life.
iloveyou. Forever. ♥

our special dayy,
shehwenn.

I'm sorry.

2010-06-24T05:41:00.005+08:00

A week without friends.
always stick with a person these days.
but I'm sorryyy.
I can't hide the actual feeling in the heart anymore.
awaken by a friend.
if it doesn't work, learns to say "No" to that.
do not think to care others before take good care of ownself.
thought to make everyone happy,but forgotten that I'm seriously hurting myself.

Somehow now,I'm hurting you.
having alots of fun with this person,a special friend,a caring friend.
but only friend foreverr,it woulden't be improves,its only remains constants.
I'm sorry.

you did it very well.you do care me alots.but my problem okay?
I love to have my freedom.I love to be with alots of people.I don't like to stay apart from them.
sorry I know I hurt you deeply.
Besides sorry,I know that I have to awake you from dream EARLIER.

before you step deeper.
before you forget who you are actually.

I always tell you that I do enjoy my single life,please don't try to mess up with it.
I'm telling the truth since I spoke it out.
and I going through with it.I hope you could understand.
don't try to burden yourself.I'm the one who not suit for you.
I'm the one who doing wrong.
have your new life.

you can have a better one, I'm so sure to that.
don't give up anything for me,especially your friends and education.
it's not valuable at all.

goodnight.

24/6/10
shehwenn.

Brand Stress Life.

2010-06-19T23:18:00.010+08:00

Having an obvious "wonderful" life at Kampar nowaday.

with tonnes of assignments and tests.
everything came at the same times. THANKSaloads.*kisses*
busy dating with MicroEconomics,Quantitative Studies,Hubungan Etnik,Accounts days and nights.
there is no extra time for others anymore.
not for pool,not for Left 4 Dead.Sorry,you're abordant by me.
no worries,I may meet you all back after I date with them.*loads of laugh*

But when will be the "after"? I'm wondering.
everyone having his/her examination with relaxing or enjoyable mood.

why am I so stressful here?
seniors did said that Semester I is not hard to study.

Are you having jokes with me.? Duhh.!!!!!!
I'm stupid or what?
whatever...... I just know that you all are killing me softly.

16th of June 2010,

A day which I woulden't forget in whole life.
this day would be hidden in my babe heart forever.
I would just have a sweetiee smile once I re-call back the day,the day which have a ''you''.
you do bring me alots of happiness on the day,after I had my stressful test.
I thought you are joking with me which you say you may come to Kampar after my test.
by bus some more, also the first time you been here.
I was just like : "you're joking right?" in the first time I saw the message which telling me you're on the way coming. :)
but I saw you after my test.
you came,you really came.
thanks for coming,and sorry I'm not a perfect host who can't get you some nice programmes and activities.
Sorry if I did bored you.

but I do enjoyyy every single second with you.it's truth.
although it just so simple,it just that short time.Its contented.
I hope I could just stay in the day,but facts always be that cruel toward me.
finally you went back.
and I know the day woulden't came back anymore.
once and only once.
there have no second chance for this,too.
I appreciate every moment on the day,everthing we do along.
I cried.but no worries,I'm okay. :)

17th of June 2010,

A special thanks to a special friend who had accompanied me throughout the day,
Finally he fall in sick due to lack of sleepppp. *giggless* padan muka.!!
you're WEAKER.!! CEH ~~

he is worries about me.I'm totally and officially alright.
Cry is not a must but something I really did when I'm obviously stress and sick.
Okay...!!!he can laugh it loud now,he did saw my crying nor ugly face.

may I hide somewhere now? *load of laugh*
btw,thanks.

I know college life would not like before anymore.
it's extremely tough and stress.
However, I should have some confidence throughout these 2.4 years right?
as just a blink of an eye.
and thanks to everyone who really caring me with your fullheart.
sorry if I hurt you,I do appreciate everything that you had done to me.
friends who often lead me ways toward this tough path.
Thus, I appreciate our friendship veryyyy much.
satisfied to do everything for you guyssss.
Buddies, I love you all freakieeeee much okay.!!

lastly,goodnight.
shehwenn.

Goodbye, Love.

2010-06-16T09:43:00.004+08:00

Tears are too painful for a broken heart to speak.

15/6/2010
shehwenn.

Be mine.♥

2010-06-05T22:58:00.012+08:00

You're mine. ♥

5th of June 2010.
shehwenn.

a New life.

2010-06-05T00:17:00.008+08:00

started a new life at ktar,kampar since 10th of may.
having no friend there.
fortunately Ms.Siew Mei Peng there who accompany me all the time.
thanks so much la dude.
oh yea,bernice and xiao ling,too.
being single since 20th of may.
thanks for all of the concern.
im overall okay here.
no pain no gain.
loads of laugh*
i think i will get a better life without him.
he will,too.
so just let it be.
it's tired to handle a dull relationship.
might have other reason,too.
but might not be tell someone else.
trying to have some new friendss there.
trying to content in the new environment.
oh yea,
addict in left for dead 2 currently.
have alots of joy when playing this game with my game-mate,
amelia,clyde,chris.
enjoyy every game with all of you.
next time again okay?

Be a new me.

shehwenn.

iloveyou. <3

2010-01-03T17:28:00.003+08:00

is going to kl tonight.

after dinner,

actually going for 3 months,but like leave for whole life.

leave family,leave home,and leave him.

all also my beloved.

every of my cares.

nevermind.i'll come back one.

i won't leave my hometown.

there just a strange place for me to earn enough money.for several reason.

but ipoh,is my home.forever home.

and he's here.

no matter how he's,i won't give him up.

im not soh,im not stubborn.

i just try so hard to get back my dream.

get back my beloved.

get back a happiness life.

if he not contented to,is nevermind.

not even what he say,

is nevermind.

cos i know everything cant hide is my heart feeling.

finally i find my mr.right.

no matter how,even we have no chance anymore.

even we will go on our own way.

it's doesnt matter anymore.

cos it wont change my heart feeling.

nothing gonna change my love from him.

tuenzhihao,

iloveyou forever,this is my promise.

i wont force you to come back.

i know we need some times.

how long also i will wait.

even till the day i die.

im not just sweet talking.

that's truth.

and last,i dont think what i do now is stupid.

cos all this only for my love one.

thats so valuable for me. <3

happy new year.

Finally.

2009-11-28T20:37:00.009+08:00

finally,the word 'break' which spoke from my mouth,else heart.it honor.
seem that's some difference from past time,the word 'break' woulden't just a fun.
after i spoke it out,the heartbroken's feel like before,but action different.
i didnt soothe him back as well.
maybe i know that's the end.i know i can't take it as joke anymore.
i'm definitely tired on it.i can't carried on.
before i thought he's my only one.all the time.i can't bear to lose him.
this do brings our love go 2 years.
however,it do cause sufferness.
everytime argue with him,feel as if a knife were piercing my heart.
i'm not contented.why aren't him understands me?
but shirk the responsiblity on me.
i admit,im wrong.definitely wrong on putting all my effort on him.
but does him ask why i did so?what happened on me?
everytime,
when i try to tell him what i wanna say,must be an arguement before it.
i again keep my secret back to heart.
as yesterday night,
my hand was scald by boil water,
the first person i hope to tell was him.but where's him?
he was enjoying with his friends.
this early morning,my brother broke a showcase in my house,
my mum shout like mad,scold us,too.LOUDLY.she says we're useless.
the first message i throw to him,but his reply is why i wake so late.what should i do the next?we argue.
evening,i hope to tell him again what had happened this morning.
but before it,is an argue again.
actually i'm try to console him not to cry for a little thing.
so i ask him why he cry for a little stuff.but the reply back was a judgement.
the showcase's broken photo i already capture,i thought to send him.
everything i do prepared.but every i receive back were disasters.
yea.all are my fault.i don't know how to handle you.
so yes,i not satisfied to be your girl anymore.
im not responsible,i didnt respect you.
i dont know why after a part of year we shoulden't understand both,still remains childish.
therefore,i give up.
hope you have a sweet life with the next one.

shehwenn
28th november 2009.

cousin's wedding partiiee.

2009-11-08T15:40:00.026+08:00

07.11.2009

my cousin - Azwan' wedding ceremony is held.
they back from kl yesterday.

on account of the bride is born from perak,therefore a ceremony is held on our state.

we woke up simple early for attend this wedding ceremony.

went to hotel excelsior,join with relative,bridegroom,too.

took this randomly,i think.
they're my beloved mum,grandma,makcik.

capture from the 13th floor from hotel excelsior,if i not mistaken. =)

although im locally born and bred from ipoh,perak.

however this the first time i step in hotel excelsior's room.

have a big bathroom.bedroom,too.

somehow i thought the view i look out from excelsior might be nice,perhaps it disappointed me.

just some old-building and uneven roofsss.

so-called-bunga-telur,which made by CHOCOLATE.modern right?

hand made by my relative.obviously nice.love it love it.

next,im one of to bring 'them' to car.

walking down to car park,with cousin - shakilah aka ila.

all of them are waiting there,preparing,bridegroom too.

i saw him wearing a golden-traditional-cloth.

this is so-called raja sehari.hahahah.

on the way to the bride house.which dropped at gurung rapat.

stopped the car 100km before the house.

one of the malay custom,

bridegroom,family too should walk a distance from bride house to meet the bride while some tradisional music instrucment is playing.

we ourself who wearing blue clothes are carrying the bunga 'chocolate',goldiiee,jelly along,actually behind the bridegroom.

this do represent FAMILY.

the bride is covering her face with a fan before bridegroom attend.

after that,ceremony is started.

ila's boyfriend with bridegroom.

ila with her hunnie. =)

thats the end of my story,while a begining for my cousin and his beloved wife.
the first time im attend malay tradisional wedding.
feel so fresh on it,quite fun.and some malay food.SPICY i love you.also my favourite sirap. =)
last but not least,i wish the love from my cousin brother and his wife would last forever.

best wishes,
shehwenn.
reported on 8/11/09.

First-feel drive

2009-10-21T19:43:00.007+08:00

19/10/09

after course for yesterday,

again 3-hours car learning for my learner's driving lecence.
why so troublesome?arghhhh.

meanwhile,quite afraid for attend the car lesson.

the first time i try to hand on stereng after all.

if i bang people car?if i can't did it well?if i laugh by others.

walao,i can't bear to think bout' it.

however,we should confront the fact.

my friend learn on morning section whereas afternoon section for me.

feel simple fortunate cos that was a cloudy and windy day since i started lesson.my trainer said it so.WEEE.

what i replied him was i prayed for it.hahaha.

firstly,we learn some basic.then,start to drive.

actually not that difficult as well as i thinking of.

learning some techinique of 'mendaki,tiga pejulu,parking lots'.

trainer fetch me home at 1630.
lastly,end by phrase 'goes on without a hitch'.

shehwenn

19/10/09 end.

Drive - Course.

2009-10-18T21:31:00.010+08:00

what a tired day,
going to listen a 3-hours course for my learner's driving licence.

quite lots of people.

the course is starting on almost 9a.m.

a word to figure all and that is BORED.

when lecturer moving in,OHGOD!!

the same guy,previous lecturer who can't speak clearly.

you again!!!!!

when the course start,

some are eating,some sleeping,listening songs,and we're playing bingoooo!

actually we should pay some respect,

but so sorry la,we're definitely sleepy and felt tired on the lecturer.

and and and,we captured down the occasion.HAHAHA.

let's take a look.

shehwenn

18/10/09

baju kebaya. =)

2009-10-17T22:20:00.007+08:00

finally im home.

hang out to greentown mall.

brings along grandma,brudeerr,cousinnss,too.from 1300 - 1900.

both of legs are broke down.

searching for some suitable baju kebaya else baju kurung for cousin brother's wedding party.

why malay clothes?cos my cousin brother is a malay guy.no denied.

grandma told that we should respect for malay traditional's occasion.

shop-by-shop,
there have various choicesss.baju nyonya,baju kurung,baju kebaya.............

shilly-shally.*

walking-hanging here and there.at the same time searching.

all day long,but you know what?we brought only ONE of it.WHAT THE ****

my mum brought this.
we brought nothing.

wasting my time.arghhh.
btw,im happy,too.playing around with my cousinnsss.

they are just simple adorable. =)

shehwenn.end

finally........i pass my rules test.!!!

2009-10-15T20:03:00.006+08:00

10/10/09 saturday

wake at 6am.

prepare to examination hall,

with a nervous sentiments.

my coach drive me and my friends on 7am.

we entered the room one by one.

sitting in front of computer's monitor.

with brain blanked.

firstly,colour blindness test.
dread to click the button of 'enter'.

dread to check answer.lol.

fortunately i pass it.

50questions next,

i finish it within 15minutes.

but there have no one moving out from the room.

so i just waiting for the 'someone' and checking for my questionss and answerss.

5 minutes later,

a girl walking out,

and i follow by.

This is my result.

although not 50/50,

but it's satisfied me.

balik rumahhh ~~ =)

shehwenn

graduation day.

2009-08-08T21:39:00.007+08:00

we're 5sc4.

gang of naruto.lol.

ghost behind me. =P

a significance afternoon.

testimonies that we're growing up,

testimonies that we're soon to leave this school.

should it be a happiness?or sadness.

erm..halfway.

i would so miss my beloved them.

but i would so deny those wordy books.

whatever.

everyone is prepare so well for today,

wearing gown and making up.

what a princess night.

some student are taking part to perform.

yet,they are hardly prepared before today.

don't even how the presentation,

they have to reward lots of big clap. =)

and yea,

everyone is gorgeous today,
how could i lost this golden opportunity to catch down their pretty face at once.

took some photograph with them,actually toonnneee.

whatever.

classmate,

do not forget each other,

no matter you're rich,poor,

no matter where you are,

no matter how you do,

no matter when you thinking back.
remember that friend is only one who always lend out helping hand when you need.

don't tell me you're busy.

cause friend should honor permits no turning back. =)

so,i will forever remember all of you. <3

shehwenn.

hubbie's beloved puppy -- cash

2009-07-28T19:19:00.006+08:00

'he' is a puppy who infected in nose cancer last few monthhh.

Cash is his name,

he's my hubbie beloved puppy.

hubbie's mum decided to have an injection for Cash,

which make him die peacefully.

they knew cash is suffering in sick.

hubbie feel so grieve all day long.

even cash is gone,

but cash always in hubbie's heart and always by hubbie side.

cheer up yea my dear. =)

Rest in Peace,cash.

shehwenn.

delighted friday.

2009-07-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

bought a collection studio ghibli today,

from my school hall -- popular book fair.

biggest reward for me.

bought it rm35.90,the original price is rm69.90. =)

sang with a group of classmates in class today.

until teacher entered the classroom.

a god brother - wahlun call me from s'gore just now.

when i saw the phone number,

i thought is those cursing number.

*laugh my ass out*

chat for awhile,

enjoying my studio ghibli's movie now.

weeessss. =DD

shehwenn

assignmeennttt.

2009-07-20T17:53:00.004+08:00

tonne of paper works. =(

randomly.

an usual monday.

assignments full pave on my bed.

maths.chemistry.

this and that.

through the same day long.

schooling.sleep.eat.

and ASSIGNMENT!!ASSIGNMENT!!

besides,

went to tesco at night too.

bought loads of goods.

snacks,drinks and etc.

here the handcart,

spend RM200++ under 2 hours.
use all these to compensate my tiredness. =)

shehwenn.

laksa.

2009-07-18T21:34:00.011+08:00

i'm head over heels in love with you.xoxo <3

i was up all night,
i didn't close my eyes until early morning.

i'm obviously addicted in my pc game.

after i wash my face,brush teeth,of course bath.

have a breakfast with family.

hugged my puppy to the front house.

shower him by detol [ digusting smell ],

taking a soap bath for him after the detol too.

please no wondering,

i have to make sure that my puppy would always in a clean.

meanwhile,play some games with him,

some picture are capture down here.

my puppy acting weird.

don't think it wrong way pleasseee.

actually he need a massage.

he's my real babe. =)

stand up!!

after,

we went to grandma's house.

enjoyingg my sincere grandma expert dishes -- laksa.

i ate it since donkey years ago.

my grandma always busy here and there,

working days and night.*laborious*

but she does enjoy it.

i ate two big bowl of laksa,

*round-fat tummy*

i do fancy eating it.

brought a huge pot of laksa back too,as my dinner.

it look weird right?looked like motorbike,otherwise looked like bicycle too.

full of kampung fishes, =)

love you my grandma.endures loves.

shehwenn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my bestiest -- chingyee.

2009-07-15T20:06:00.003+08:00

birthday girl in the house.

why should i choose the both pictures?

doesn't mean the ugly for others.

but these two photograph just carve in my heart deeply.

firstly,

these are the photograph i edited for you previous year,

next,

everything you wore in these picture,

were the present we gave on previous year too. =)

a wink of an eye,

we have to through for the another year,the another birthday.

and yes,0715 is your birthday.

be more elder and more mature,

do not trust a person easily,

and forever be smart.

the 11th year we have through together.

we have assign in the same class every year.

not even separate before,

and always the tablemate. =)

sometime we argue,even a cold war.

but we happy together the most of time.

i hope our friendship could maintain until the end of life.

we can right?

happy birthday,

the 0715 birthday girl,

my forever bestiest -- CHINGYEE.

[[ forgive me to write your name out =D ]]

shehwenn.

boring course.

2009-07-11T23:08:00.004+08:00

prepared to course.

wake hell early,
have a nightmare.*yawn*

needa go for a driving course,

with a very good mood.

long looking for the driving lisence,

the first step was the dull course.

7.50am when i'm preparing,

the drive trainer already reached my house,

emm.yes.she fetched me to the mechanic shop,and friends too.

she--trainer helped us to hand over the forms,

and yet,we went into a room for the course.

is cool inside,the situation,the people,also the lecturer.

first,

we have a colour blindness test.

total 23 question.

later,

lecturer started the course.

i hate the lecturer so much.

she kept asked us questions.
*take offense*

2pm,the next lecturer was entered the class,

another boring guy.

and his speech is......

we just can't even listened a word spoke by him. =)

the course wind up on 3pm.

therefore,we went home.

daddy back from kl today,

missed him lots.

after having our dinner,

have a "network gossip" in my house kitchen.

no-faced allowed. =)

after gossip-ing,we went to have our supper.*yummy*

supper-ing

yummy.yummy.

i love the laksa.long forward to eat it. =)

report end.

shehwenn..

my big day.

2009-07-10T21:03:00.005+08:00

today is my birthday birthdayy birthdayyy. =)

went to school as usual.

have a gossip with friends too.

gossip over someone's right and wrong.

*smirk*

today my school hosted a present award celebration.

went to hall after a break,

before the celebration start,

some songs are played.

the whole hall become lively while michael jackson's song is carried out.

i love the song too,

''you're not alone''.

*wow*

the celebration is started on 10.30am.

after honored guest's speeches,

present award is started too.

next,some performances from clubs are shown too.

school end on 12.40pm.

took it randomly.

went home,

my hubbie come my house to give me present.

he bought me a 'secret recipe' cake and also a hippo.

*loads of laughs*

the hippo is so ugly la hubbie.

but i love it too,

cos you bought it for me. =)

the hippo my hubbie gave on my 10th july 2009 birthday.

end.

shehwenn =)

the Report Card day.

2009-07-08T23:31:00.006+08:00

sorry for didn't update my blog the last two days,

i'm busy for something else,

can't denied that i'm lazy as well.

wink*

back to the main,

i had only carried little books to school this morning.

today is parent day,

have a course which organized by kelab bimbingan on 9am to 11am.

what for we needa bring lots of books to school right?

weee*

can't denied,

the course was boring me.

return class after the course,

my class teacher been sitting inside my classroom.
she extremely slow to in a parent.

they just like didn't meet for ten years.

please la teacher,

5sc4 have 43 student,

why would you take 30min to gossip with a parent?.

that's isn't fair for some who are in a rushed.

and my mum came at 1230pm.

she took a seat.

waitingggggg.

an hour gone,

yay!her turns...finallyyyy.

"don't gossip","don't complain",i prayed.

and my mum just took 5mins more to end up teacher's story.

giggles*

and yea,

i get the 4th in the class position,

but that doesn't prove that i'm strong.

just because i passed my sejarah.

overall i'm extremely bad.

i have promise myself to work harder.

i should achieve the goals i wanted on the next examination,

i will improve.

my trial SPM,work hard shehwenn.

and for those who're failed for this exam too,

try your best too!!!!

we CAN!!!

so after taking our report card,

i went to greentown--kimberly with my bestiestsss.

have our lunch there.

tasty huh,

and it costs cheap too.

go again next time when we are free alright? =)

so that's for today.

shehwenn. <3

family day.

2009-07-05T23:36:00.010+08:00

wake before 9am ,

why should i wake so early on sunday?

cos i have to awake my sleepyhead too.

pity him,

yesterday night he was work from 3am until 6am,

somemore needa wake so early to tuition.

i went to ipoh parade with family,

i dated hubbie too,

but he can't come cos transport's problem.

*disappointed*

after we reached ipoh parade,

took breakfast.

went to guardian,

bought a lots of stuff.

next,

went to popular.

the moment i walked in,

the alarm rang,

just wondering whats the matter.

and the guard cut my road down.

he took the plastic bag that i carried,

i mean the guardian one,

he took it,next sense the alarm,

the alarm rang again.

its not my fault right.

is the guardian's salesgirl fault.

don't blame on me.

i paid for it.

the guard took my beg to the counter,

and he had helped me to remove out the code.

at the same time,

my mum went to the toilet,

she don't know everything.

minutess,

she came back.

i walked to her directly,

just at the front door - place which the stupid guard is standing.

the fucker guard stared at me.

*wtf*

not my fault!!!!

while we're waiting for payment.

i told my mum what had happened just now.

my mum getting mad indeed.

when the moment we moved out from popular,

the stupid guard stared us AGAIN.

my mum just asked : ' tengok ape?mau check ke?! '

then the fucker just smile and head down.

*thumb up*

my mum is forever my hero. =D

my mum bought me a beg too. =)

it's my birthday present.and yes,i lovin' it. =)

shehwenn.

talent quest.

2009-07-04T22:33:00.014+08:00

wake up early morning,
prepared to school for the talent quest.

fetch chingyee to school too.

the hall is fullfill by people.

the show started from 9.15am.

one of the show that i'm waiting for a period of time,

but have abit dissapointed.

the 5th years i been this school.

this is the first time and the last time watching the show.

my friends always 'show off ' the interested part that had presented on talent quest previous years,

yet i take this golden opportunity attend the show.

but actually not as fun as they had pointed out.

whatever.

anyway i way into excited when saw the dance of D'ARTIZ and also artists that invite by interact club.

满江红

FRIENDS

especially the show of '满江红'.

but looks like 'FRIENDS' are more popular,

but i just don't recognised them.

*loads of laugh*

just ran up to the stage with friends and supported '满江红',

actually i'm not that really hope to,

just don't want my friends leave me alone.

so............
just feel shame when step on the stage.

*sigh*

after the show end,

we went to ipoh parade-k-box by taxi.

*bankrupt*

we started from 13.30pm to 16.30pm,

but i went back with my hubbie at 15.30pm,

cos i realise that my hubbie was tired,

and he's confuse while listening those 'monster' words which he had definately stuck on it. =)

finally we reached home,

he helped me updated some songs to my blog,

is the songs nice?

my answer is no.

*giggles*

he took some time to correct my grammer mistake,

he is always strict to my language.

especially english.

*wink*
so we take many photos too,

cos i'm complaining that he always reject me when i need a capture.

hahahaha. =)

see how cute was him acted. =)
*giggles* he just so cute. =)

this is a part of the photos,

wanna see more?

hahahaha.

alright,that's all for today.

goodnight.

i'm quite tired and sleepy now.

gonna become my sleepyhead's alarm clock tomorrow morning.

bye. =)

shehwenn.

tiredness.

2009-07-04T00:38:00.009+08:00

clean processing.......
end.
the another side of my room.
is it tidy now? =)

way tired after cleaning my room,

is it clean and tidy now?

please don't say no,

i spend almost three hours to clean it up and i admit that my room would flooded by garbage.

*giggles*

i should upload the picture before and after cleaning right?

unfortunately,

i just took the nice one,

shame to show the "brilliant" view before i clean my room. =)

maybe next time.

weessss.

what more to write?

erm...

tomorrow have a talent quest at school,

needa wake early.

*sigh*

so that's all for today la.

i'm tired.

goodnight and sweetdream. =)

shehwenn.

why the world should obtained loads of 'garbage'?!

2009-07-03T00:26:00.006+08:00

damn tired today,

stayed back after school for the stupid sivik buletin,

but can't finish also,

cos just for chatting around.

yea,

i know i'm fault in it too.

but i just try my best to did it before july alright?

hahahahaha.

actually the dateline was last week.

*giggles*

today the topic of conservation here is,

why the world should obtained so many "garbage"?

i 'm mentioned about the human garbage.

the translate in chinese -- 废物.

why i say so?

cos there already have many in my class.

the first huge garbage -- WINNIE.

i'm sorry i can't remember your fullname,

basically i won't remember the garbage's name.

she's someone i totally can bow for her.

she's fucking great in bluff.

totally a good liar.

shoulden't i said so?

then let's see what she had done today.

she might be someone who injudge for collecting the BM exercise books.

teacher might asked her for listed out the total number who haven't passed up the buku karangan in this morning,

she pointed out the word--three.

and teacher may asked those girls to stand up,

there were 6 girls who standing up.

and yes,

all of them were be the one who haven't pass up the books.

the most suprising is,

the teacher doesn't mentioned about it.

*loads of laugh*

another human garbage in my class,

i doesn't wanna point out her name,

leave her some face.

but just give some tips to you all,

she's the stupid fish in our class,

just guess,

win the RM50,ooo.

haahahaha.

she just totally disgusting,ugly, and SUCK!

her sound is ugly,her face is ugly,even her hair is ugly.

everything!

just like today,

just a littlebit change of the farewell time,

the original time might drop on saturday,but change to friday.

so what.

just a little case,

what a big respond should gave?

but her voice just exploding.

hush la you.

you can make the block E spoil you know.

i do know you may proud of it,

but we just don't need it.

get lost la bitch!

and the last,

today i'm just absolutely unlucky,

cos i lost my maths book again.

*upset*

i doesn't know which stupid fellow love my book so well,

always steal my book,

heys,

i know my handwriting is good,

but please don't take it as your habit collection.

therefore,if you took my book,

please take it back to me la,

i need it.

the third books i lost in this year,

i feel so lost the whole day.

shehwenn.

the two white mice.

2009-07-01T22:04:00.011+08:00

i just took it randomly,

sweet them. =)

yes.

they might be the little mice i'm pointing last few days,

living in a pollute environment.

*ehem*

but not my fault alright.

only because they're staying at my house here for a night.

is it awesome?

i think some might say no.

but they're absolutely cute for me.

but my mum was the one who say : '' YUCK! ''

*loads of laugh*

i know you're scaring,my honey mum. =)

but i love it.

i just bought it back for overnight,

basically nothing might be happen.

next,

the topic of conversation in my school today was,

who is in the listed of PLKN.

actually don't need to be upset la everyone,

that's just the first picked up.

still have the two more time.

i'm waiting for the list.

*giggles*

shehwenn.

a new teacher ▬ Pn.Oh Chin Hao

2009-06-30T22:55:00.004+08:00

a fresh morning,

but there were plenty of mosquitoes flying around my school building.

they were enjoying their breakfast,

and their breakfast was me!!

i'm suffering with mosquitoes bites.

please la,mr.mosquitoes,

don't bite me,

i'm not your breakfast,

don't hurt my legs,

don't hurt my hands,

i don't need any scars,

i don't need your "love" bite,

i don't need aedes.

i hate you.

get lost.

by the way,

a new and experienced teacher will replace the previous one to teach us sejarah.

i'm worrying.

cos she sounds fierce and the appearance too.

she show her face every early monday morning,

because she's injugde of the Program Nilam.

the bell rang,

the end of fourth period,

yea,

the next will be the double period of sejarah.

OH MY GOD.

she's in.

she might telling 'her' rules which we must follow.

next,she started her lesson.

her talk was interesting.

and won't feel ignore or boring.

definetely an experienced teacher.

i listened every little point she figured out.

can't deny that she was a good teacher,

her words was clear and easy to bear in mind.

i hope it might be long way lasted.

and i will definetely improve more in my sejarah.

one of the subject that i hope to get an A1.

and another happy news to tell,

i'm NOT selected in PLKN.

*wow*

the feeling just like realised from jail. =)

besides,

a best wishes to all my friends that involve in PLKN.

i doesn't know what's their feeling now,

maybe some would be glab to get that,

or perhaps,crying along the night.

just pay the full wishes for you all.

all the best 2010!!

i might stop here,

goodnight everyone.

shehwenn.

good temper vs bad temper.

2009-06-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

what is the actual meaning of temper?

how to count as a bad temper,and how to count as a good one.

i think it would be a difference sight from difference you.

and i'm the one who always in a temper,

i doesnt know it might cause a emotional break down,

or perhaps,a human died.

but that's the real me.

i won't share any little thing in word with everyone else,

even the closed one.

so same like you,

that's not only you,

i'm also the one who love to close my world,love to close my door.

so my friends would always say,

you just looked nothing.

yea,a good pretending is a faster way,an express way to hell.

haa.

let's show some experience:

:: Case one ::

early in the morning,

i went school,

i saw the two white mice,

cute and lovely.

the moment was...they were mine.

that's a good temper.

but after school,

my mum were said they're not yours please.

another bad temper.

:: Case two ::

early to school,it already a bad temper,

but the stupid teacher,puan.kalaivani.

yes,i'm pointing and cursing you.

what the fcuking ass you had to scold us in the early of moring.

we are not to school and listen for something noncent,crapping,and SCOLDING.

please go back home and scold your child,but not us.

your own mother problem,don't move it into classroom,

nobody wanna know.

if i'm the principle,i will show you my middle finger without any hesitation.

i doesn't show bad in front you all,

but let today be the first day.

i hate you,stupid teacher!

fcuk off from my life,

i hope you to see this!!!

:: case three ::

this was a good news,

i'm taking "undang" as soon as posible,

maybe next week will did,

pray for me,

so i fetch you all makan mcd.

*Loads of Laugh*

after "undang",

the P will cut down between a short distance. =)

i'm coming,my car!!!!!

:: last ::

today my friend suddenly told me that she can't come to our school talent quest,

but is alright lemon.

nobody will blame on you.

maybe i really can't handle this in the best way.

so you're giving up on that.

by the way,

i'm not feeling upset,

cause there would have a second chance.

just both of us.

i ajak you eat pizza.

*wow*

i'm just joking.

hahahahaha. =)

that's all for today.goodnight and sweetdream. <3

report end by shehwenn.

♥♡ welcome back to blogspot. ♡♥

2009-06-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

i'm return to blogspot's family after two years back.

blogspot become a little strange for me,but i think i can handle it properly as soon as possible.

i hope everyone could enjoy when reading my blog.

i hope to share my life with you all,my only friends.

fortunately,my dad brought me a laptop,so i'm back to my network life.

i hope this will be long way lasted.

meanwhile,i have leave blogspot for a part of time ,

i doesn't talent in it anymore by way,

*blank mind*

i think now already late.

so i may stop here,

i hope i could think more words to drop it down and share with thee tomorrow.

welcome back to blogspot.

report end by shehwenn. =)